I won't lie. If anyone would know me by now, they'd know that if I decide to hate a person, I can hate the person forever. Forgive and Forget? Bullshit created by weaklings who are hated by people. Yes, I use people. But then again, who doesn't. Tell me if you're friends with anyone who you don't have a use for.

I'm hypocritical, but at least I know it.

Anyway, more than actually hating an enemy, what I hate more is people who are friends with that enemy. I don't fucking care if my friends are dealing with the devil, it's just that hate when people avoid saying their name in front of me. Or avoid mentioning about them in front of me. And when they do that, they usually lie.

And when people lie to me, I get pissed. Espescially when I find out. And I always find out. Because I'm paranoid. But can you say this is not human? I'll fuck you if you tell me that you don't get pissed when you know people are lying to you.

I also hate it when I call people up for a meeting, and they cannot make it. And they give me excuses like " Oh sorry, I have stuff to do. " or " Sorry I can't make it tomorrow, can we do it another day ". Like okay sure I'll give you another day. IF YOU GIVE ME A PROPER REASON WHY. I mean, if I actually bothered to contact you, be bothered to give me a reason why i spent that 30 cents smsing you in the first place.

I'm obviously in one of my bad moods. My mom threw away my RM 400 dollar windows vista installation cd + ready-packed dell drivers. Now I can't fucking reformat my computer even though I've waited a whole year to do this. I will make her pay.

Literally. And don't give me shit lectures to treat my family right. It's my family, not yours.

Labels: emo, fucked up, rant