Spur of the moment drawing. Currently staring at my comp screen waiting for a few tee wees to come on msn so I can kneel down on my knees and beg them for help. But these are good people x), i don't mind groveling for the good of my sanity. And responsibility =w=

There is so much I want to achieve in life. And I may be able to achieve that. But I may not be able to achieve much either. In this past year, I guess I've been taught, in a harsh way, humility. Well, that much anyway. I don't usually think about not being able to achieve my dreams.. but in the end, my plans always fails, no matter how much effort I put into them.

So, it's time to outsource. No man's an island. I'm sick and tired of trying to be independent when my nature is very dependent. I want to reach there - there whom few have reach. But maybe I am just common folk. It's a depressing thought. But what the heck. Let me be emo, I'm tired of pretending the world is full of candy coated unicorns.

Life is full of surprises. But out of that surprises, most are really not a surprise you would like to experience. I have to set my priorities straight. And my results will be at the top of the list.

Labels: art, college, emo