I'm here, at 1 am, sitting in front of the computer.... not studying for Chem... venting my hate and anger.

Cause I'm quite positively sure my Mass Comm lecturer is completely biased against me. God knows why she hates me so fucking much... but the horrible grades I've been scoring throughout her courses for the past year have never failed to proof that she is biased again and again.

Now, in Blackboard, it's too obvious. All my scores in her interpersonal communication class is below average if not counting my monthly tests - which are objective, and so is able to withstand her bias-ity. If there is such a word.

It's so completely angering that she just simply throws a shitty mark at me. I know I haven't been the most kiss ass-ed of students, nor was I the most charismatic, charming, .... kiss ass. But seriously, giving me shitty marks over something I've paid to slave over does not justify the means.

Speaking of shitty marks, I absolutely do not think my English is anywhere near horrible standards. I definitely can write better than half my class, in any class. For god sakes. I'm the girl who is "Most Likely" to get a perfect score in English back in the days! Bull shit my English is not up to standards. I can write a 3000 word essay no problem, which I bet most of you who drop by my blog cannot do. My english triumph many Americans and British at my level, my writing skills are one of the most envied amongst those I mingle with. Bullshit it is not up to standards. Just because don't wear a skirt and buy in Roxy stores doesn't mean I'm not normal you whores. Even if you want to judge me, at least do the right thing and mark me properly!

Some other teachers have been less gay about this than others. Which further strengthens my point. I know people who get higher scores than me but is definitely at a lower level than I am. Call me egoistic or whatnot, but the truth remains. It's just so that I am unfortunate enough to stumble on the two most biased, sexist, stereotyping lecturers I've ever seen. And if I complained to the office, I'll just go face to face with another bulldog whore. It's like escaping rape just to get raped at the police office. Life's fucking unfair.

Oh, and this is a 400+ word 'essay'. Mark this bitches.

Labels: class, college, COMM 105, early morning madness, emo, fucked up, rant