Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. .Poo .Poo Poo. Poo. Poo. .Poo .Poo .Poo Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo. Poo.

Because I refuse to say the "S" word.

Shit.

Boy, I have so much negative energy inside me right now, i feel like I want to burst. Or take a nap, all the same. It's just that this past weekend in all screwed up, and next weekend is the horror before the surprise... oh dear god, I didn't know frustration can come so early in the new sem.

So poo. Holy poo. the Golden shining poo of honor. Whatever.

I DON'T KNOW! Thats the state I'm in right now. It's actually a mixture between I-don't-know, I-don't-care, Leave-me-alone and Please-let-this-work-out. D:

I've made some tough decisions this weekend, and they'll be more decisions when i'm done. I've lost the thrill in the chase because I've lost the chase. Mrs. Singh is right. Love is only present in the chase, so now, I don't love. I can't love.

Oh, boy, it's all going downhill from here.

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