(warning: purely emo post, dont read if you don't like these shit)

I'm not one to look behind true meanings on friendship. Cause lol, do I look like a philosopher or what? But I know as much - friendships are not forever, if you would think of it in a logical way. And my body have a system to know when friendships should end. You all have one too, if you will listen to it. Friendships basically is based on constant interaction with each other, and how much you enjoy being with each other. The same works for when and how you know that time's up. It's over.

Lately, I've been really distressed being near certain people. I can't stand their faces. I can't stand their aura. I can't stand anything about time. I get really angry being around them, and if I had the opportunity, no doubt I would slap them upright their faces. That's how I know that something's gotta get cut off. Not everytime you feel angry at a certain someone you avoid them, no, but if it happens for a consecutive few times. Bye bye friend, see you when I don't feel so much hate for you anymore. That's how friendships end, not because the other side stole your boyfriend or something no. Nature has it's own way of telling people that their time is up. It's like death, for a lack of a better term.

Like Psychology, really. Madness is labeled by professionals as enduring something that is not to your liking. So basically, you are considered 'mad' if you smoke, when you don't like smoking. It's abnormal isn't it. How is this any different? Just trying to live life normally, ya' kno.

But I guess, it's not always easy trying to cut off ties. More harder to let the 'other' side know that you're just not interested anymore. Memories are hard to kill, ya'know. But then again, like death, for every tie you kill, you gain another. God works in miraculous ways. So let the rain fall, and then give way to a new day.

((Some people would be paranoid about this, so just so you know, if you feel paranoid that it's about you, it's not. The people I'm referring too doesn't get paranoid at anything, so yeah. :) ))

Labels: emo, rant